I wish.....

I wish I am perfect, but God knows I always go beyond the shit I feel.

I wish I could be a real, good friend and that could only happen once I've met my needs.

I wish I could be a true partner and love with all that I am and all that I have.  Not finding my other half cause I am already complete.

I know I can't ever be perfect, but I wish I could be the best version of ME.

If only that would bring you closer to ME.

I wish I could just be my own best friend, it won't matter whether all my wishes come true.

I wish I could be that kind and loving granddaughter that I've always been.

I am just sad my granny is old and gray.

I wish I could write a better piece, I could write as perfectly, as flawlessly.

Just make sense of this pain, of this madness.

I wish I really know how to love.

I wish there exists a place for breaking hearts where I can rest and chase all these blues away.  Where tomorrow holds a new hope. a promise of a new beginning.  Where all is forgiven, all is forgotten.

I wish there is someone I could fully connect, heart, mind, and soul.

No need for body.  I love that celibacy.

I wish I could love and feel love in its purest essence.

That feeling so divine.

I wish for non-judgment, for total acceptance
of who I am, of what I am.

I wish I could rhyme and I am back in harmony again.